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死火之死
[Death Of Underworld Fire]
我嫉妒岩浆,没有魂灵
——虽然我也几乎失去了
——却爆发着生命,
焚煮着冰山,沸腾了洋流,
把余烬长留
在燃焰的极寒禁地,
炽烈,宣告,太阳不过如此,
然后搅动着波澜的烟
——也许忍受着灼痛——冷凝成
拉奥孔雕塑般,翻涌着某一瞬
永恒
[I envy Magma, soulless
——My soul, though, even less
——Yet blazing such a life,
Where icebergs set aflame, and currents in strife,
And ashes burnt and tossed
Forever to the fire-forbidding frost,
Still, Magma, manifesto of it bold,
Convinced of Solar cold,
Stirs billows with its smoke resisting cooling
——Perhaps in hellish agony——condensing
And thickening to Laocoon embossment,
That surge of Moment,
Permanent]
——呵,我所恨,却无法逃逸的,
只是见证,也只剩见证的
永恒。
[——Alas, my permanent resentment
And failed rebellion
Against the Doom as merely witness
Permanent.]
我是冷的,却分不清
冰山与洋流的冷,
只剩幽深,也只是幽深的
无人见证着见证的
永恒
[I’m freezing, yet not frozen,
Without sensation: which is colder,
Icebergs or currents?
All I possess is Nothingness,
My witnessing-not-witnessed emptiness
Permanent]
不曾,拥有一瞬——
[Possessing not a Moment——]
寒冰中的极热,在大地哀鸣着
召唤的巨浪与浓烟
召唤的暴风雨中,为世界的瞩目而狂乐
——与我无关。
[Extreme Heat within Freezing extreme,
Within the storm summoned
By billows and smokes summoned
By elegiac moans of Earth, ecstasized
And by the World forever memorized
——I’m excluded.]
无关,好恨,无关,好恨……
就这样烧却永恒
用我不存在的体温
渎神!
[Excluded, resenting, excluded, resenting…
Alright, just burn it up
With my void body,
Blasphemy!]
然后,
我找回了失去的魂
——虚空中似乎有,
但没人看见,一粒浮尘
燃起,熄灭,然后……
[Then,
I regained my lost soul
——A grain of dust that flamed,
Unwitnessed, in the void tamed
Down, erased, and then…]
然后,
就没有然后了。
[Then,
No more.]
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