"我正置身于黑暗之中"|《Dark》- mixed matches

Dark - mixed matches
I really wanna say sorry
我真的很想对我曾经所做的一切
For what I did
跟你说声抱歉
'Cause it doesn't make me
我一直没有机会说出这句话
And I want to
我想
Just tell you
对你说
But you won't face me
但你一直不愿面对我
'Cause I think you're quick to just say your regard
我觉得这一切结束得太快了
And I think you won't
我想你对我
Leave a thread or a mark
已毫无眷恋
And whether the time
尽管这段时间
Seems to faze me
我内心焦躁烦闷
I'll remember everything
我还是会想起曾经的一切
'Cause I could depend on what I know
我以为以我对你的了解
And I could have had a shot at hope
我可以有一线希望的
And whether it's all you try
你是否也竭尽全力了呢
And you know what's next
你是否早已做出了决定
Well I don't want to and I don't want this
我真的不希望我们走到这步田地
And you could hang on this
你是否可以再考虑下
And watch from beneath
再看我一眼
As I lose grip
我已无法控制自己
And lose me
我已迷失了自己
'Cause you got a lot
曾经我如此
Into me
迷恋你
And I'll
我还有很多话
Say between
想对你说
The place
我仍然
That I'm at
在这里等你
It's dark
我正置身于
For me
黑暗之中
And your trying to tell me
你试图告诉我
That you're already past it
你已放手了这一切
When you say I'm a bastard
当你对我说出那刻薄的话语时
Maybe I already know
我就应该知道你的想法了
Whether it all comes from me I think
是否这一切都是我的过错
That you could be here in the end
曾经我想你最终会回到我的身边
That I could be what you want
我就是你渴望你的那个人
But that's not how it was yet
但事实并非如此
What do you want
你到底想要什么呢
I want to feel home
我希望当我濒临崩溃时
And where I fall
你能让我感受到家的感觉
It's better shown
但这一切已让我
That I could try my best to be clear
彻底醒悟
But I don't want to be here
我应该离开了
'Cause I could depend on what I know
我以为以我对你的了解
And I could have had a shot at hope
我可以有一线希望的
And whether it's all you try
你是否也竭尽全力了呢
And you know what's next
你是否早已做出了决定
Well I don't want to and I don't want this
我真的不希望我们走到这步田地
And you could hang on this
你是否可以再考虑下
And watch from beneath
再看我一眼
As I lose grip
我已无法控制自己
And lose me
我已迷失了自己
'Cause you got a lot
曾经我如此
Into me
迷恋你
And I'll
我还有很多话
Say between
想对你说
The place
我仍然
That I'm at
在这里等你
It's dark
我正置身于
For me
黑暗之中
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桐生 桔梗